A third floor window opens onto a
balcony, the sun shines on the concrete desert of the abandoned courtyard. Only
a few years ago this was a thriving tourist resort. Everything sits still now.
Everything has stopped. Everything is covered in a fine layer of dust- a layer
of time.
BANG
I am Alone.
This
FEVERISH
Solitude.
I could be anywhere but I am here
Alone
Desert winds blow across the sea.
They used to say that these winds brought the strange men from other lands. You
can smell the hot sun in the wind. Betrayal is the worst kind of loss, you
loose the ability to trust and so you can never feel what you felt before. The
many since our world and theirs once were at peace. I have betrayed myself we
are all the betrayers of our own souls. Betray Betray take it all away. I am
Alone. I therefore cannot abide. You are a fool to think anything of me that
you cannot think of yourself. I cannot please me
let alone
POSSIBLY you.
I can never just please me I must please all.
Rules
How to avoid being perceived, how
to avoid error:
- Always look out for other peoples interests
- Never do anything on a whim
- Do not follow your heart, lead with your brain
- Listen
- Wait
- Destroy. EXTERMINATE
I therefore need you to breathe,
sleep and wake.
The wind against my face.
Rushing
Forward
Moving
Toward
It is unsettling when it is
still-
To know. This air is infinitely
old. This wind has been blowing forever. Will blow forever. It is part of the
whole and to breathe this air I need to live to keep breathing to know I need
to keep breathing …’I can only do so indirectly’… sometimes I forget.
I know
There is the wind (the air that I breathe, the breath that I
draw)
There is the Sun that warms the earth and moves the air
There is the compulsion to destroy
There is the compulsion to survive
