Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Lamentations of Euchrid the Mute, No1


I first picked this book up when I was a kid. When I hated Nick Cave because of the way he influenced my mum (when it felt like Into My Arms was more important than I was). I was scared to read it, so i put it back on the shelf for another time. The week before I left Adelaide I decided it was time.
And the Ass Saw the Angel is not the kind of book that sits well. Its subject is raw, uneasy and makes you feel like not only will you have bad dreams, but you might do something bad that you wouldn't normally do. It is infused with some kind of dark unpleasantness placing acts of evil alongside the commonplace and making them seem completely normal. 

Cave describes his writing as a “kind of a hyper-poetic thought-speak, not meant to be spoken – a mongrel language that was part-Biblical, part-Deep South dialect, part-gutter slang, at times obscenely reverent and at others reverently obscene.”


Have ah told you about the hellish fright of deadtime? Do you know about the bloodings?The Chills? Mere fragments of rushing life retained... like handfulls of wind. Time gone haywire. Night and day, the following and the followed, pitch their shining sky-globes from horizon to horizon.  Sun serves, moon returns, searing time's cope with their mad flight, back and forth, to and fro, dark and light, like a hypnotists watch swinging in the fob of heaven-- Oh yes, like the pendular action of a naked bulb, hung and set aswing in an empty room. An hour! A day! Gone! Snuck past! Escaped unsullied, unscavageable, never to be lived. All in the blinking of an eye. Deadtime! Deadtime! Where do you go? Who uses you if not me? The killers and the killed. Murdering of mah lifetime - mah living-time. The agony-rack of mah days passing and the slow method of its crank and shaft, the endless chatter of cogs ticking away the minutes, the bonecrack count of seconds. But what of all the deadtime, all the days unaccounted for? where do they go?


The plot maintains an internal rhythm founded by the protagonists muteness. There are no pleasantries, no "how do you do's" quite simply because to boy cannot speak. Instead we receive snippets of his thoughts, a narrative of the religious sect's fall from grace in the township, and a conversation with God. And who's to say that it isn't God who is speaking back to Euchrid? The books dark humour affords an element of compassion for the character who has received nothing but blows since his moonshine fueled birth. But into the second half you come to the realisation that cruel breeds cruel, and while he never had a chance, he has himself become the drunk that his mother was and also the inbred fetishist that was his father. 

And the Ass Saw the Angel is an uneasy parable of tragedy and introspective madness, while it is not a pleasant or easy going read it is still a compelling and interesting story. It takes you deep into the dark recesses of your humanity to explore some of those societal issues we usually prefer not to think about, and does it with a wry and black humour that makes you realise that everyone is an outsider and we all walk a fine line between here and insanity. 


Monday, July 27, 2009

Tokyo street style


I'm in Tokyo at the moment and I am so in awe of how good everyone looks. I am such a dag in comparison. Heaps of people ooze that kind of confident aura that I would kill to have. My friend and I totally got told off in the Jimmy Choo store today (note: do not wear tie dye to jimmy choo). I think that Gwen Stefani has probably ruined the Harajuku girl thing for the rest of us, but I'm kind of glad I didn't see to many people really dressed up. I am more interested in cool people with excellent style rather than theatrics (although a little drama can be good). 



Other things that I love about Japan:
> There is a general sense of design and harmony
> Its really hot so businesses give out fans
> You can buy beer from vending machines
> Everyone is really friendly and helpful
> There are heaps of bikes
> The trains all run on time 
> You can have running water sounds in the toilet 
> All of the amazing things that we don't have in SA



Saturday, July 25, 2009

Blanco


All my favourite things are white. I finally got my hands on the nixon headphones I have been wanting FOREVER. I added them to my lovely collection on white belongings> Mac book baby, gilles street market watch and vintage nanna clips. Vivo blanco forever. 

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Summer Loving


I am summer in love with this Marc by Marc Jacobs Dress. 4 sleeps till summer. 

Lists

I am going o/s on friday and my manic insane stressed brain has made me over analyse everything in the best way I know how: LISTS
I have made lists of lists. I have lists for lists of lists. 
here is my list of the books I would like to read while I am away:

Love in a Fallen City - Eileen Chang
All Over - Roy Kesey
Laura Warholic - Alexander Theroux
Zeroville - Steve Ericson
Novel About My Wife - Emily Perkins
2666 - Roberto BolaƱo
Unlucky Lucky Days - Daniel Grandbois
Lush Life - Richard Price
The Lazarus Project - Aleksandar Hemon
Netherland - Joseph O'Neill
Vacation - Deb Olin Unferth
Unaccostomed Earth - Jhumpa Lahiri
Arkansas - John Brandon
A Mercy - Toni Morrison
Indignation - Philip Roth


right now I am reading And the Ass saw the Angel by Nick Cave

Friday, July 10, 2009

graverobbers


'And alien tears will fill for him
Pity's long broken urn
For his mourners will be outcast men
And outcasts always mourn'


April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain


" Leave my loneliness unbroken! -quit the bust above my door!
 Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
      Quoth the Raven "Nevermore"

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

the future

terrorizing the image

He was all "Ziggy Stardust" and I know that he must have known Nick Cave.
The late 70's and 80's were an amazing time for artists in Melbourne. Nick Cave, Howard Arkley other people on drugs and making things. And Philip Brophy. I read about Brophy when I was researching that period in Art School, flicking through an old Art & Text. When he came to speak on a forum during the Adelaide fArts 2008 I made sure I went along. The forum was on Art/Music and consisted of Brophy, Chicks on Speed and Danius Kesminas discussing the aptitude of mixing the two genres. It was a disaster, but a very memorable disaster ultimately ending in one of the CoS knitting on the corner of the stage while the other two did a furniture rearranging performance and Brophy walking off the stage. I later found out he caught a cab straight to the airport and got the first flight back to Melbourne.
So, is he really the rockstar of the australian art scene or just some pretentious outdated wanker. His work is as postmodern as his getup. Altering the soundtracks of music videoclips so that the cinematicesque becomes grotesque Brophy rearranges the manner in which image and sound relate so they can no longer feed each other. His reconstructed soundscapes are still pop, sex, music but the images are terrorised> and in such are made cult. You can look at Brophy and know that he is quite clever, the ooze of confidence that makes you a rockstar even though you wish he didn't wear those pants. its all part of it. 
Having encountered Marcel Duchamp, John Cage, Andy Warhol and David Bowie at an impressionable age, my predilection to the perverse and the playful has not diminished as my career has progressed. I have found great productivity in channelling their modernist and 'pre-postmodern' quips, claims, theatre and subterfuge into the socio-cultural arena of making art.'s

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

super blues

saturday night i didnt even plan to o out but it ended up being quite some fun. we started off at cramps house where i let my tipsy friend shave my undercut. campers decided to follow suit and now he looks like a weird german model wannabe. after  an endless hour of sitting around with people that think playing guitar hero is entertainment for the rest of the room we went to the metro to see cales band. i had one of those d&m's that you can only have after a few glasses of cheap wine with a relative stranger. then we left the boys behind and went to winstons (super blues.......sounds like a cigarette). apparently this place is the new shotz. true, it is next door to shotz, has the same crappy music and cheap beer but for some reason it still felt like nothing could possibly be anything like what shotz was when it was good. E bought a texta so we drew some things. i smoked a menthol which made it even more like shotz. accidently went to work on sunday with cunt written on my face. i didnt take any photos but if i had it would have looked like this:

Thursday, July 2, 2009

love letter

Patricia Franchini: Do you know William Faulkner? 
Michel Poiccard: No. Who's he? Have you slept with him?


Dear jean, 
everything that i know about love i learnt from cinema. it's no wonder that things never work out quite right in the end. everything i feel has a fine silver surface tactility. my life is not a narrative, just a jump cut or temps mort. you have ruined me because michel is dead. because we will never steal a cadilac. because We look at each other in the eye, and it's no use. I wonder what ever happened to jean seberg?
Love forever, 
H Carlisle